whEn i wAs at sRi aMaN...

20 December 2010...

atau nama lain bg sri aman is semanggang...saja nak tgk kehidupan d sri aman...

sri aman kecik jak...pusin2, kat cia juak nya...hehe...

first day smpe kat umah sri aman...lucu aie...umah ugak2 tgh jalan...hahaha...phm sik phm ya?? tinggal kat umah JKR...blakang umah ada hospital...asal mownin, alarm ambulance bunyi for alarm clock...hahaha....what a nice alarm that i have here....7am dah bgn...evewyday...at sri aman, tdo awal, bgn awal.....bezx...

tinggal with another famili...tp one day jak that famili at that house...then balek kuching...

then tinggal bob, member my broinlo...tp thizx bob sik penah la nak lekat kat umah...

my broinlo said that bob g ngabazx owg mati...hahahha...sik kan la owg mati tiap2 ari n tiap2 mlm...tp kan...tmpt tdow nya msti da surah yassin...penakut biak nama bob tok...hahahaha.....

nak mdk...cejok aek kat ctok...

kezx sabun...mdh da sabun...tp sik da...sebesa jarik kelingking owg jak tinggal sabun ya lam bilit mandik...how la nak mandik...

"ada sabun bob??" my broinlo ask...bob answer sambil mandik "ada!! ada!!"

after bob mandik is my turn mandik...check2 nang sik da sabun ba...mandik using shampoo jak la...then aQ kelua dr bilit mndk tell my broinlo that bob mandik sik k sabun...my broinlo n my big sist join juzx for laugh with me...hahaha...adesssss.....

g batang ai...with member my broinlo name p'E with his wife...my big sist and my niecezx...misha, katty n baby...bezx tempat nya...chantek...nice view...but my lens itzx not 4 that view...

picnic kat cia...bezx...tp bnyk ulat bul2...gelik bha...huuuuu~~~ eeeee.....

tgh mam tiba2 da ulat bul2 ya merayap...eeeeee~~~ hahahha...

tp bezx la..benteng paling besa penah aQ tgk...

dekik gunong pake avanza...nak g resort...

balek sudah...tired oitzx...bkn dekat ya..jaoh ba...sejam lbh kali...pegi n balit sik da lagu lain...allahi allah by maher zain...senyum by malique feat najwa...n kalau berpacaran by anarafali smh altimet...misha jak punya pasal...asal lagu senyum jak, sure misha buat muka kucing...temeow meow...hish...nembiak ya...hehehehhe.....

g tgk benak one day before nak balit...plek la upa benak...how itzx happened ba...plek...tp kecik jak benak that day...sik mcm dolok2...bnyk juak owg pegi nggu benak ya...nsb that day ada...8lizx da juak tgk b4 balit kuching kan...heeeeeee~~~~~ ^_^

nak balit from going outzx...pusing2 cia juak...maka bok jak lalu blakang umah...lalu jak...cozx nak pegi tmpt lain...umah d limpazx.....if nak balit, dah smpe dah...hahahahha....

last day kat sri aman...g pasa tamu sri aman...24 december 2010...bnyk owg cozx esk nak christmas...bezx la juak...brng sik brapa cozx bkn musim nya.....

sri aman...sik upa ne tek...heeeeeee~~~~.....^_^

25 December 2010...

wHeRE'd yOu gO? i miSs yOu sO...sEemS likE iT's bEeN fOrEvEr tHaT yOu'vE bEeN gOnE...pLEasE cOmE bAcK hOmE...

sumtime i do want u 2 come back...but...

my heart can't tell...can't speak anymore...sound of deaf...

why i mizx u? i hate u so bad...maybe my heart is 2 soft...but wut u did 2 me itzx hard 4 me 2 except it...i juzx feel sowy 4 u...cozx wut happened 2 u, itzx unexpected...people who knowzx bout our stowy maybe can't believe it...

i'm tryin 2 found my new luv...but in the end, my heart can't except new luv anymore...itzx belong 2 u...and only u...now itzx belong 2 ALLAH...eternal luv...

...assalammualaikum...


"Where'd You Go?"


Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...

She said "Some days I feel like shit...
Some days I wanna quit...
and just be normal for a bit..."
I don't understand why you have to always be gone...
I get along but the trips always feel so long...
And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone...
'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone...
But I feel like an idiot...
workin' my day around the call...
But when I pick up I don't have much to say...
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up...
That I'm stuck here waitin' at times debatin'...
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career...
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live...
Used to barbecue up burgers and ribs...
Used to have a little party every Halloween with candy by the pile...
But now, you only stop by every once and a while...
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time...
With anything to keep the thought of you from my mind...
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way...
You can call me if you find that you have something to say...
And I'll tell you...
I want you to know it's a little fucked up...
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin'...
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career...
Me and the rest of the family here singing "Where'd you go?"

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...
Please come back home...

I want you to know it's a little fucked up...
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin'...
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses...
For why you're not around and feeling so useless...
It seems one thing has been true all along...
You don't really know what you've got 'til it's gone...
I guess I've had it with you and your career...
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...

Where'd you go?
I miss you so...
Seems like it's been forever...
That you've been gone...

Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...
Please come back home...


- THE END -

me and my bezxfwen...PART TWO...

dah late!!!!! layap main poker!!! hahaha...11am already...nak mdk ciap2 g umah bezxfwen kat muara tebazx...adeeeezzzxxx!!!! dpn umah sudah?? haaaaaaa~~~ mati aku...ciap bawak uncle skali...haizx...i'm not ready yet...aku gelabah grab my towel tewuzx g mandik...hahahha...then i'm asking my twin sister ciapkan aek sarsi n kueh baulu k ngisik masa lapang nggu aku tek kan...hahaha...."kekambowhnezx" aku oleh nya 2...

DAH!!! CIAP!!! JOM!!!

1st time tgk my bezxfwen bawak keta...ooppzx...driving keta....hahaha...lam blog pun can't wrote sebarangan tauk...lak his uncle said that "kuat na juak mbak keta??" tekenak gik lak...4 5 kali keta mati enjen oleh my bezxfwen...his uncle said again "cne nak ngubo nya??" haaaaaa~~~ 2 kali kenak 3 kali kenak pluzx2 kenak.....diam jak la...heee~~~ ^_^

that day dah la demam, headache...tp bezxfwen punya pasal, haruzxlah pegi...

ARRIVED DENGAN SELAMAT!!! heeeeee~~~~ ^_^

dah smpe kat umah, his famili, uncle, aunt, cousin mousin suma ada...heeee~~~ suma owkey2...juzx tauk his cousin nama pp, gg...nama nya bezx...dd sik da?? ee?? hahahha...then sesi "tepong tawa" pengantin baru...his big brother...take pic...thizx gurl name pp, ska take a pic then ska pose infrontof camera...ratu camera...hehe...then sketsa owg tua melatah...haha..tired owg tua ya...cian nya...melatah d kaco owg..."tanyak nek mie" bak kata ajizx...hahaha...my bezxfwen tell me that, owg tua melatah ya is nek mie...hahaha...yg d percayai btanggungjawap keatazx skooter hilang tempoh hari...(sedangkan owg tua ya sik tauk pa2...) hahhahahha...apa la ajizx tok...

MAJLIS HABIZX SUDAH!!!

headache makin kuat...tahan jak la...hehe...ilek2 with my bezxfwen famili...santai mantai bantai...denga2 pengantin nak bawak g main bowling...heeee~~~ buat tournament...sapa kalah, sponsor baya tiket tgk muvee narnia...tp my bezxfwen kerja that day pukul 4pm...hahaha...sik dpt follow...cian...on the way nak sent me back home pun still thinking bout bowling..."salah hari nak set program", kata my bezxfwen...hahahha...on the way balit nak d jadikan cita, adeh2...hahaha...

SINGGAH "PLANT" TUKAR MOTO

yerrr...sharp time 4pm punch card...haha...tuka shift... first time pegi tmpt keja my bezxfwen...smua his member kat plant senyum2...senyum ada makna tu...hahahha..apa ka?? n first time met his fwen name rudy serah...haha...my poker buddy...da sowg uncle tnyk, "baru balek kerja kew??" jwp..."tak uncle, ada kenduri kat umah my bezxfwen...^_^"

then my bezxfwen dtng dr punch card jap kat dlm slumber tuka moto then sent me back home...

here the stowy....satu plant haru biru bila tauk my bezxfwen bawak gurlzx pegi plant...hahahaha...all of them said that i'm my bezxfwen gurlfwen....haru biru purple pink jd nya...hahhaha...tpksa my bezxfwen buat announcement that i'm not his gurfwen...juzx bezxfwen...ciap knk interview tnyk mcm2...sapa nama, brapa lmk kenal, diam cne, keja apa..mcm artis sudah....hahahha....dah my bezxfwen jwp that we kenal dah 6 yearzx...lagik la sik pcayak that we r juzx bezxfwen...hahaha...


we will see, one day i will be pengapit ur wife then ur fwenzx at plant will hairanzx....hahahha.......tetak goleng2..


NANG HARU BIRU TAPI BEZX!!! THANKZX!!!

my bezxfwen with his big bro n that "tapak kaki" is his uncle...hahaha...^_^

see...i told ya...pp like 2 pose...nguu^^

pp n my bezxfwen...

gg n his wife...

CAHAYA HIDUPKU ~ EBITH BEAT FEAT NUNU + LIRIK

6t9

i cry...

sometimes you wish you could go back...

to where mistake were made...

and hearts were broken...

but just when you know...

its just not gonna happen...

you run over to the corner...

watch the time fly...

the tears roll by...

you listen to your heart cry...

you cry...

the times i had with you...

makes it harder to say it's wrong...

i keep holding on to all the memories...

of what is now gone...

you opened up my eyes to the pain of my lies...

and now you've gone away...

now i know i can't look back...

ends the story that's so sad...

the nights it seems so empty now...

and i don't know how...

to face the days ahead and although i try...

i just can't help myself...

i just break down and cry...

you don't hold me close...

don't feel your body warm...

and i'm dying inside...

holding on to tears i can't hide...

i should have known...

should have stopped the lies that shown...

should have done you right...

tears roll down my heart as i cry...

to feel you, to touch you...

to hold you, to squeeze you...

then to know you're not gonna be around from now...

to know i gotta get through this pain somehow...

baby i'm sorry...

right now is all the words i can say...

and only dream remain...

only time will heal my pain...

to face the days ahead and although i try...

i just can't help myself...

i just break down and cry...

my tears just won't pass me by...

my life won't go i can't die...

moving on to another i won't try...

and holding onto you, as i cry...

me and my bezxfwen...

boizx n gurlzx can't be bezxfwen??? is it true??? 6 tahun dah aku bkawan with this boi...n still jd bezxfwen yg setia...if couple, mmng dah kawen kowt...hahaha...we jd bezxfwen cozx when ada problem msti crita ngan each other...he cry on my shoulder...and i cry on his shoulder.....umpama mcm ya la...well time my bezxfwen n i masing2 ada couple, msti ada prob rite...tp now, gurlfwen nya kawen ngan owg lain...and my boifwen kawen ngan owg lain too...sama nasib both of us...hehe....kesian....long time before pernah lost contact...tp dpt contact again...brusaha nak dpt kan num nya...hehe.....word paling bezx "cyg ku ngan bezxfwen ku tok..." hahaha...

dolok nya da gurlfwen n i'm not...then when aku da boifwen, he is not....now aku single...tp bezxfwen aku ada gurlfwen....takut aku if aku buatkan both of them clash...bkn apa...sumtime owg never understand bout bezxfwen gurl n boi...till now aku msh anggap he is my vewy bezxfwen...

...BESTFRIEND FOREVER...

 but right now, is different story...sepatutnya, my bezxfwen jemput his gurlfwen time kenduri that day...but why he invite me? then, what his gurfwen feel bout that? sure she will get mad if she knowzx...i'm a dead meat...but jgn wisau...he is juzx my bezxfwen owkey...^_^ 

that day, i went to my bezxfwen kampung...nak outing...lazx2 tak brapa nak outing jdnya...cozx skooter kena "curi".....kena prank oleh his uncle...his uncle wanna both of us jalan kaki naik gunung...adesssss....tired ewh....the first time pegi kat kampung my bezxfwen, suma fikir that aku is my bezxfwen gurlfwen....haaaaaaaaruuuuu biiiirrruuuuuuuuuu....semua nak jmpa aku...wanna meet me...sedangkan...adeeezzzxxx...slh faham sudah...hahahaha.....

tp all of his famili is nice too me...i like them vewy much...semua sporting...

...TIRED TAPI BEST...